music is my lover

the lovers@after school


"Ne t'inquiete pas tres chere, we will swing at the samba of our hearts
that beat... that beat... as our windows open wide their shades as we
open our eyes towards one another when we meet..."


不想多寫。
這種飄渺實無法以文字形容。

竟然有人說及我。
還有那麼多讚賞。

She is not there for your exploration --- you can only understand her with your wildest imagination. she claimed that she didn't know what's in my brain, but then i'd recommend preserving and dissecting hers after her death (let's forget about einstein's).

as a professional traveller, she can move freely to and from reality. it seems that there's a vein of melancholy in her character, but i see her as motivated and industrious --- reality is ugly, so she actively creates her own. her very own little world is colourful and surreal, probably a parisian fairy tale. her existence is a reminder of how bleak reality can be.

but you cannot jump to the conclusion that she's out of touch -- she knows what she wants and will eventually achieve it. her existence is a reminder of the numerous possibilities in life.

i've read the exchange of letters between her and her special someone. i've witnessed how my heart has been broken when she sang in her angelic voice "we only could be friends". her existence is a reminder of what romanticism really is.

her existence is a reminder of how marsians like me can survive on this planet called earth.

i am pretty sure that humankind will find its salvation if it's edine who appropriated the apple in eden that day. she'd turn it into apple juice. or even fruit punch.

i want it non-alcoholic please.

text & photo: phy

lamma beach sunday



怎麼這麼多的巧合，我認識的你原來又認識她／他。
周日，我們一同在海邊，又一同脫光了。

我們在酒吧，他問人借一支薄荷煙。
瞇著細眼，吐著霧。
我又問人借來一支。
我又瞇著我的大眼睛，吐著霧。
這時，我的拉架攝影師忍不住問了。
你不會抽煙的對不。
於是他鼓著腮學我的不吞雲即吐霧。
於是我看著他的眼睛再瞇成一。
大口湧出了像火山般的霧團。
這時我也忍不住說了。
你也不會抽煙對不。
其實我不是不會只是不想把煙吸進去。
就像，不是不想用拉架只是不想花光身家。

　　「接近誰誰都不會快樂這些我都知。」



辦公室多冷。
有多冷，
你撫我的心臟，
都沒有溫度。
我一直打字，
為那一篇沒完沒了的新聞稿，
一直裝作鎮靜地在打，
以為自己在跳一隻冷凍了的熱情探戈。
一個人。
想給你再寫一篇又一篇的情信，
又是一個人在寫。
我的午晝，
你的凌晨，
我的藍色周一，
你的快樂周日，
你的我的他的她的。
如何把线條拉緊，
再慢慢放下，
讓她垂直地貼著現實，
如何疏離地貼近花火。
我看著左面，
你的右面也伸過來。

照片:東京Disney Sea


煙草、咖啡因、卡樂b、陽光的溫度都無法透徹描繪出對你的想像(念)。

有點語塞，還是聽歌吧。






AS SIMPLE AS CAN BE - Julia Hummer

i know some day
someone will come and say
somehow i like your style you really blow my mind
though i am grown
i still believe in love
i want you to do too
i am in love with you
aren´t you with me?

as simple as can be

i know some day
someone will come and say
i really like your style you got me running wild
the day that i saw you
i stopped taking the drugs
you are so beautiful to me it sets me free

as simple as can be

i know some day
someone will come and say
somehow i like your style
you got me running wild
the day that i saw you i stopped taking the drugs
and though i´m grown i´m so in love

as simple as can be

and you ask me what´s your name
and i say whatever you want it to be
and you say fine what´s with friend
and i say fine what´s your name
and you say friend
and then we´re friends
and you say fine now that we´re friends
and you say fine then why not dance and i say i´d like to dance and then you take my hand and then we dance
and that´s all

as simple as can be

就是懷著這樣的一種心情，我們看著眼前無際的大海。




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由粉紅a、whitest boy alive到salsa，石澳成了我倆的舞池，下周一定要帶個手提stereo!

poetry doesnt fully describe. non do the senses.
lets get lost. lets get lost. chet baker sings it all

Je t'aime tres fort.
et toi?

@Park 19 exhibition"trivia" 020706

found my harmonica
found my mirror
life has never been better

"not only the docu is about giving a voice to these unknown musicians... it's also about giving a voice to everyone... we all deserve to tell our story, no matter how insignificant we may think it is... there is a universality in it that is so true and endearing...

I REALLY THINK WE SHOULD MEET -or- WILL BE BOUND TO MEET... We see things with such great understanding.. I think our spirit might have somehow communicated a long long time ago... through some unknown extra-dimensional sensorial space to be discovered... or we're just a two in a million who have somehow found each other by chance... but then again, in my life, be it love, be it friendship, or collaboration even with my closest friends... I have not yet seen such a similitude in tastes (isn't it strange we loved the same songs and put them on our profile...), vision, and sight..

Je t'embrasse du fond du coeur!
Ton ami, ame-soeur... virtuel....

Kai"

不能再強說愁，嘆謂細水長流多美。我還是老樣子，不用花很長時間喜歡別人，也不會花很長時間討厭著別人。
問我喜歡的電影，都是有關巧合，兩生花，before sunrise，the lovers of the artic circle，不就像我和你，鏡子與鏡子碰面的偶然反射。
七月很美很美，十月呢？