眼淚的味道有顏色麼
怎麼悲傷都可以複製
黃葉下都只飛揚失落
影子都是一個模樣兒
灰沉沉的我們跌到底
我揚起無力的一對手
月亮苦笑還一個呵欠
單調遊樂園坐一個人
紅黃藍綠窗外的顏色
湲湲傾頹像你的哀愁
在暖風中搖晃著單純
sebastienschuller
星期三, 5月 04, 2005
weeping willow
sweetness in shenzhen
眼淚的味道有顏色麼
怎麼悲傷都可以複製
黃葉下都只飛揚失落
影子都是一個模樣兒
灰沉沉的我們跌到底
我揚起無力的一對手
月亮苦笑還一個呵欠
單調遊樂園坐一個人
紅黃藍綠窗外的顏色
湲湲傾頹像你的哀愁
在暖風中搖晃著單純
sebastienschuller
眼淚的味道有顏色麼
怎麼悲傷都可以複製
黃葉下都只飛揚失落
影子都是一個模樣兒
灰沉沉的我們跌到底
我揚起無力的一對手
月亮苦笑還一個呵欠
單調遊樂園坐一個人
紅黃藍綠窗外的顏色
湲湲傾頹像你的哀愁
在暖風中搖晃著單純
sebastienschuller
星期二, 5月 03, 2005
blind dates
my favorite virtual girls
i find my favorite girl on the net.
why dont we go for a blind date?
i find my favorite girl on the net.
why dont we go for a blind date?
星期一, 5月 02, 2005
星期六, 4月 30, 2005
星期五, 4月 29, 2005
星期四, 4月 28, 2005
我的朋友,總在破欄
the gate crasher twins
他說沒法子，我們都是屬於小眾。其實，我想跟ｊ說成為小眾不是問
題，誰希罕那千篇一律的生活方式。上班下班睡覺吃飯，簡單地生活
的人是最快樂的嗎？我沒有一把公道的量器可以為我們與別人的生活
形式作檢討測量，即使我不過是一頭螻蟻，我們總還能為自己的生活
找點色彩吧，世界可能好大好大，我們難道不能圍一個小圓圈，抗衡
生活點滴灰塵。the gatecrasher k是我的摯友，聽fosca的時候我想到
我們共渡的那些時光，這些簡單的個人戰爭我們總一直堅守不變。
how can one life be so hexed?
marginal notes, never the text.
no invites or laminates to what the real world celebrates.
the unhelpful may skip and sigh.
"dont u fear life is passing you by?"
you reply,
"thank god on high, i nearly got mixed up in the wretched thing."
you r out of place, you r out of favour, every single place you go.
the big picture couldnt look much graver.
still, you crave your cameo.
so when you pollute public space,you do so with a presentable face.
the best dressed outcast of the year.
THOUGH YOU FEEL YOU RE ALWAYS BANNED,
AT LEAST
YOU KNOW JUST WHERE YOU STAND.
SO STAY PERSONA NON GRATA
YOU ARE UNIVERSAL GATECRASHER
對啊縱使這裡的排擠多壯烈，我們還堅守那起步的原點，palms together
with you，讓我們一同污染這公共空間，不止息。
他說沒法子，我們都是屬於小眾。其實，我想跟ｊ說成為小眾不是問
題，誰希罕那千篇一律的生活方式。上班下班睡覺吃飯，簡單地生活
的人是最快樂的嗎？我沒有一把公道的量器可以為我們與別人的生活
形式作檢討測量，即使我不過是一頭螻蟻，我們總還能為自己的生活
找點色彩吧，世界可能好大好大，我們難道不能圍一個小圓圈，抗衡
生活點滴灰塵。the gatecrasher k是我的摯友，聽fosca的時候我想到
我們共渡的那些時光，這些簡單的個人戰爭我們總一直堅守不變。
how can one life be so hexed?
marginal notes, never the text.
no invites or laminates to what the real world celebrates.
the unhelpful may skip and sigh.
"dont u fear life is passing you by?"
you reply,
"thank god on high, i nearly got mixed up in the wretched thing."
you r out of place, you r out of favour, every single place you go.
the big picture couldnt look much graver.
still, you crave your cameo.
so when you pollute public space,you do so with a presentable face.
the best dressed outcast of the year.
THOUGH YOU FEEL YOU RE ALWAYS BANNED,
AT LEAST
YOU KNOW JUST WHERE YOU STAND.
SO STAY PERSONA NON GRATA
YOU ARE UNIVERSAL GATECRASHER
對啊縱使這裡的排擠多壯烈，我們還堅守那起步的原點，palms together
with you，讓我們一同污染這公共空間，不止息。
星期二, 4月 26, 2005
草莓救星II。太陽系。
the little girl says, "let the strawberries be free!"
「我也想擁有一個屬於自己的太陽系，然後像地球一樣繞著它走，一步一步踏著，輕輕的似乎很堅強。漸漸地，一切不再那麼茫然。從無垠宇宙中，看見我自己，就在這裡，充滿意義地。」
黑暗的時候很靜，我和光線隔一些距離。烏卒卒的，我想，不過我不會形容那種隔閡的顏色。
我漫步，讓一種思緒漫延在骨髓。手上有雨傘在沙沙的，磨著空間和那種不知名的布料。
原來有些聲音叫作感動。
我徘徊在一種莫名的狀態，時間在身邊如跳蚤一樣教人騷癢。我要尋找合理的形容詞，
但我的腦筋膠在這股狀態，音樂成為心靈唯一的地圖，我的快樂與哀愁，同時經歷興盛
和頹唐。
謝謝你的推介。謝謝草莓救星的太陽系。
"I wanna follow you.
I just follow you."
月亮，這夜笑得很安詳。
晚安。
《草莓救星OFFICIAL SITE》
《草莓救星REVIEW》
「我也想擁有一個屬於自己的太陽系，然後像地球一樣繞著它走，一步一步踏著，輕輕的似乎很堅強。漸漸地，一切不再那麼茫然。從無垠宇宙中，看見我自己，就在這裡，充滿意義地。」
黑暗的時候很靜，我和光線隔一些距離。烏卒卒的，我想，不過我不會形容那種隔閡的顏色。
我漫步，讓一種思緒漫延在骨髓。手上有雨傘在沙沙的，磨著空間和那種不知名的布料。
原來有些聲音叫作感動。
我徘徊在一種莫名的狀態，時間在身邊如跳蚤一樣教人騷癢。我要尋找合理的形容詞，
但我的腦筋膠在這股狀態，音樂成為心靈唯一的地圖，我的快樂與哀愁，同時經歷興盛
和頹唐。
謝謝你的推介。謝謝草莓救星的太陽系。
"I wanna follow you.
I just follow you."
月亮，這夜笑得很安詳。
晚安。
《草莓救星OFFICIAL SITE》
《草莓救星REVIEW》
星期一, 4月 25, 2005
草莓救星Ｉ。自在。
the rarely handsome side of mr. tam in this beautiful protrait
*文學藝術最重要的一個作用,德文有一個很精確的說法
macht sichtbar-使看不見的東西被看見 (龍應台)*
雨 輕微 柔細 隨和
緩緩 它 滲進我皮膚肌理
像 無名的 舞蹈
伴 我漫步的 有草莓救星的音樂
那些 女性專用的奈何
如躁狂的 暴動
在那天 如 影伴隨
侵蝕 我的快樂 本 質
我的 情緒
厭惡我的 身體
我的 大腿之間
流竄衝動、抑鬱
血紅的霸道
它 私佔我女性的軀體
一直
一直
從我的青春期
跑至
我的 更年期
我 想高叫
「我不自在／唉／這種感覺你們男人怎麼會明白／怎麼會明白
我的身體在等待自由
我的冰箱在等待自由
我的床單在等待自由
我的衣服在等待自由
原諒我不能擁有自由
我的男朋友也在等待和我的自由」－ 草莓救星。自在。
*文學藝術最重要的一個作用,德文有一個很精確的說法
macht sichtbar-使看不見的東西被看見 (龍應台)*
雨 輕微 柔細 隨和
緩緩 它 滲進我皮膚肌理
像 無名的 舞蹈
伴 我漫步的 有草莓救星的音樂
那些 女性專用的奈何
如躁狂的 暴動
在那天 如 影伴隨
侵蝕 我的快樂 本 質
我的 情緒
厭惡我的 身體
我的 大腿之間
流竄衝動、抑鬱
血紅的霸道
它 私佔我女性的軀體
一直
一直
從我的青春期
跑至
我的 更年期
我 想高叫
「我不自在／唉／這種感覺你們男人怎麼會明白／怎麼會明白
我的身體在等待自由
我的冰箱在等待自由
我的床單在等待自由
我的衣服在等待自由
原諒我不能擁有自由
我的男朋友也在等待和我的自由」－ 草莓救星。自在。
星期日, 4月 24, 2005
音樂小思
green cafe
寫字寫得悶了時,難得有人和我聊音樂。
同事J給我借來十年前出版的一張張洪量的<有種>
裡面一首"胡想十八次"
歌詞如下:
胡想十八次
第一次 我笑想 你不加修飾粗衣打扮初見的模樣
帶來的卻是我心中一幕璀璨壯麗的煙火景觀和腦海無法銷蝕的印象
第二次 我幻想 你那拒人千里之外的神情 其實是欲迎還拒的念頭
無緣無故的皺眉是有跡可尋的假裝 對未知人事的探索
第三次 我暗想 高貴如古董一般的姿態 拘謹慎言的清秀外在
也許要的是我這般信口開河晃蕩一生的情懷
第四次 我夢想 空中的幸福幻影終有一日紮實具體 咀嚼真真確確生活心境
開拓勾繪出懂事以來日夜盼望的良辰美景
第五次 我怯想 萬一我莽撞的行徑 對你而言是一種沒來由的衝動
或是你早已閱盡人生的滄桑 萬念俱灰之餘裝作無知不懂
第六次 我奇想 也許我對你的曖昧情緒 誇大為波濤洶涌的激情光芒
就能挑動你已淪陷於迂腐道德價值觀的心腸
第七次 我假想 在我千災百難的追求後 你會如何對我溫柔到老
鑄造我們歷經坎坷的一些信物 互擊出醉時酣唱的真摯曲調
第八次 我構想 安排一些零星的夜宴 招待強度的酸甜味道讓你嚐的感動
暴露你飢渴已久的人性脆弱部分 希望你自動自發的停止蹂躪自己的青春
第九次 我漫想 在你東西南北 上下左右 前前後後 宇宙天地
佈下我的觸覺耳目 打探不為人知的潛意識及心事秘密
第十次 我妄想 如影隨形你的一生 附著在你情塞頓開的靈魂
把你種在我赤子之心的深處 以免世間的俗人俗物將你從我胸中拔出
第十一次 我設想 躲在意志堅定的表面 若有一絲同情的熱淚目光
我就能用它來打造開你心靈的鑰匙 溜入那導致我心枯竭的地方
第十二次 我誤想 我終於成為你無法割捨的牽掛 從此沒有獨處的春夏秋冬
縱然受著一些親朋好友的取笑揶揄 奮不顧身點燃這堆危險的火種
第十三次 我猜想 只要這個忠心不二 那個一往情深 不會再有什麼變卦
海枯石爛直到永遠 一路盡是花草扶疏的美妙流水年華
第十四次 我癡想 你會每日好好玩味 那些我反覆詠嘆有關你的詩詞
細細揣摩我風塵僕僕的身影走後所留下的歡喜悲傷哀愁
第十五次 我默想 失敗的故事總有些捕風追影牽強附會的解釋
莫名其妙不知所以然的理由 還有一些不知何去何從的預測認知
第十六次 我細想 過程中間的一點一滴似乎有些言行不一互相矛盾的地方
我無謂的敷衍推拖之間 應該得到一些蛛絲馬跡和你的躲藏
第十七次 我冥想 參悟自己莫須有的強烈動機 是解除痛苦的不二法門經驗
調整固定已久的雙眼焦距 才能看到空曠的遠方有一片綠地藍天
第十八次 我想想 玄而又玄 空而可道又不可道 可名又不可名
胡想十八次等於是零
....
還有一首有關紐約的
爛吉他 破城市 想回家
我很想寫一首
"香港"
臭空氣 破文明 想出走
寫字寫得悶了時,難得有人和我聊音樂。
同事J給我借來十年前出版的一張張洪量的<有種>
裡面一首"胡想十八次"
歌詞如下:
胡想十八次
第一次 我笑想 你不加修飾粗衣打扮初見的模樣
帶來的卻是我心中一幕璀璨壯麗的煙火景觀和腦海無法銷蝕的印象
第二次 我幻想 你那拒人千里之外的神情 其實是欲迎還拒的念頭
無緣無故的皺眉是有跡可尋的假裝 對未知人事的探索
第三次 我暗想 高貴如古董一般的姿態 拘謹慎言的清秀外在
也許要的是我這般信口開河晃蕩一生的情懷
第四次 我夢想 空中的幸福幻影終有一日紮實具體 咀嚼真真確確生活心境
開拓勾繪出懂事以來日夜盼望的良辰美景
第五次 我怯想 萬一我莽撞的行徑 對你而言是一種沒來由的衝動
或是你早已閱盡人生的滄桑 萬念俱灰之餘裝作無知不懂
第六次 我奇想 也許我對你的曖昧情緒 誇大為波濤洶涌的激情光芒
就能挑動你已淪陷於迂腐道德價值觀的心腸
第七次 我假想 在我千災百難的追求後 你會如何對我溫柔到老
鑄造我們歷經坎坷的一些信物 互擊出醉時酣唱的真摯曲調
第八次 我構想 安排一些零星的夜宴 招待強度的酸甜味道讓你嚐的感動
暴露你飢渴已久的人性脆弱部分 希望你自動自發的停止蹂躪自己的青春
第九次 我漫想 在你東西南北 上下左右 前前後後 宇宙天地
佈下我的觸覺耳目 打探不為人知的潛意識及心事秘密
第十次 我妄想 如影隨形你的一生 附著在你情塞頓開的靈魂
把你種在我赤子之心的深處 以免世間的俗人俗物將你從我胸中拔出
第十一次 我設想 躲在意志堅定的表面 若有一絲同情的熱淚目光
我就能用它來打造開你心靈的鑰匙 溜入那導致我心枯竭的地方
第十二次 我誤想 我終於成為你無法割捨的牽掛 從此沒有獨處的春夏秋冬
縱然受著一些親朋好友的取笑揶揄 奮不顧身點燃這堆危險的火種
第十三次 我猜想 只要這個忠心不二 那個一往情深 不會再有什麼變卦
海枯石爛直到永遠 一路盡是花草扶疏的美妙流水年華
第十四次 我癡想 你會每日好好玩味 那些我反覆詠嘆有關你的詩詞
細細揣摩我風塵僕僕的身影走後所留下的歡喜悲傷哀愁
第十五次 我默想 失敗的故事總有些捕風追影牽強附會的解釋
莫名其妙不知所以然的理由 還有一些不知何去何從的預測認知
第十六次 我細想 過程中間的一點一滴似乎有些言行不一互相矛盾的地方
我無謂的敷衍推拖之間 應該得到一些蛛絲馬跡和你的躲藏
第十七次 我冥想 參悟自己莫須有的強烈動機 是解除痛苦的不二法門經驗
調整固定已久的雙眼焦距 才能看到空曠的遠方有一片綠地藍天
第十八次 我想想 玄而又玄 空而可道又不可道 可名又不可名
胡想十八次等於是零
....
還有一首有關紐約的
爛吉他 破城市 想回家
我很想寫一首
"香港"
臭空氣 破文明 想出走
星期四, 4月 21, 2005
星期日, 4月 17, 2005
trauma
1a space in green april
living is always a deception of reality
i am too tired of this long struggle
i am too tired to tell i am happy
i am too tired to express how sad i am
i am too tired to remember the living past
virtuality saves the living
this is the modern era
helena fotos
living is always a deception of reality
i am too tired of this long struggle
i am too tired to tell i am happy
i am too tired to express how sad i am
i am too tired to remember the living past
virtuality saves the living
this is the modern era
helena fotos
星期六, 4月 16, 2005
星期一, 4月 11, 2005
星期日, 4月 10, 2005
星期五, 4月 08, 2005
funky folks wild day out
shawn pretending gainsbourg in the park
他解釋說
"我喜歡雪茄
因為那有型的姿態"
lullatone
..........
他解釋說
"我喜歡雪茄
因為那有型的姿態"
lullatone
..........
星期二, 3月 29, 2005
星期日, 3月 27, 2005
星期日, 3月 20, 2005
星期五, 3月 18, 2005
星期二, 3月 15, 2005
星期一, 3月 14, 2005
這個深夜我在舊居中燒信
紛飛-13/3/2005
我們討論規條
生活模式的改造
我們唯一質疑恆久不變
一切不復昔日
讀你的信
你說
曾經我們共渡的時光
總像過得很快
那時
我曾經以為我們會一起看著這個城市
從光明走到黑暗
從青春走到白頭
但是
傾城之戀不是告訴我們了
一切都回不去了
我什麼都不擁有
若果要尋找生活意義
我只願生命短暫美麗
我們討論規條
生活模式的改造
我們唯一質疑恆久不變
一切不復昔日
讀你的信
你說
曾經我們共渡的時光
總像過得很快
那時
我曾經以為我們會一起看著這個城市
從光明走到黑暗
從青春走到白頭
但是
傾城之戀不是告訴我們了
一切都回不去了
我什麼都不擁有
若果要尋找生活意義
我只願生命短暫美麗
星期日, 3月 13, 2005
星期六, 3月 12, 2005
reconstruction
i almost fall into tiny pieces
please put me all together
and reform my world into brittle stars of many colors
please put me all together
and reform my world into brittle stars of many colors
星期五, 3月 11, 2005
什麼是愛
迷醉美麗
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A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think:
* "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca - age 8
* "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4
* "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5
* "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy -age 6
* "Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."Terri - age 4
* "Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK." Danny - age 7
* "Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss" Emily - age 8
* "Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen." Bobby - age 7
* "If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate." Nikka - age 6
* "Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday." Noelle - age 7
* "Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well." Tommy - age 6
* "During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore." Cindy - age 8
* "My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night." Clare - age 6
* "Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken." Elaine-age 5
* "Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford." Chris - age 7
* "Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day." Mary Ann - age 4
* "I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones." Lauren - age 4
* "When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you." Karen - age 7
* "Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross." Mark - age 6
* "You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget." Jessica - age 8
And the final one -- Author and lecturer Leo Buscaglia once talked about a contest he was asked to judge. The purpose of the contest was to find the most caring child.
The winner was a four-year-old child whose next-door neighbour was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife. Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there. When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbour, the little boy said, "Nothing, I just helped him cry."
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原來我們都久違了愛．
她說愛就是committment．簡單直接．
他苦口婆心的對愛除了用心．還要用多點腦．
她說playboy視愛情就如食buffet.
他們說他所謂的關心不過是戲言
p.s.嗚謝phy．別後我抬起頭看天．有許多星星在閃爍．我終感到厚重的愛
比．我要借用你的豪氣．讓我也宣告這個遊戲我不玩了．我操．壁玉．我們改天去食buffet (metaphor)
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A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think:
* "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca - age 8
* "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4
* "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5
* "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy -age 6
* "Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."Terri - age 4
* "Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK." Danny - age 7
* "Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss" Emily - age 8
* "Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen." Bobby - age 7
* "If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate." Nikka - age 6
* "Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday." Noelle - age 7
* "Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well." Tommy - age 6
* "During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore." Cindy - age 8
* "My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night." Clare - age 6
* "Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken." Elaine-age 5
* "Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford." Chris - age 7
* "Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day." Mary Ann - age 4
* "I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones." Lauren - age 4
* "When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you." Karen - age 7
* "Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross." Mark - age 6
* "You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget." Jessica - age 8
And the final one -- Author and lecturer Leo Buscaglia once talked about a contest he was asked to judge. The purpose of the contest was to find the most caring child.
The winner was a four-year-old child whose next-door neighbour was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife. Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there. When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbour, the little boy said, "Nothing, I just helped him cry."
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原來我們都久違了愛．
她說愛就是committment．簡單直接．
他苦口婆心的對愛除了用心．還要用多點腦．
她說playboy視愛情就如食buffet.
他們說他所謂的關心不過是戲言
p.s.嗚謝phy．別後我抬起頭看天．有許多星星在閃爍．我終感到厚重的愛
比．我要借用你的豪氣．讓我也宣告這個遊戲我不玩了．我操．壁玉．我們改天去食buffet (metaphor)
星期四, 3月 10, 2005
Hyde Park回憶
rory
這些天來
我很想念海德公園
和親愛的rory
" Sigh.
It sounds like we are both stuck in a blue meanie at the moment. I will cross my fingers and blow dandelion clocks and make wishes that things will get better on your side of the ocean if you will do the same for me.
What I need is some sunshine and a long walk through Hyde Park with Bambi's hand in mine.
Close your eyes and hold tight for better times.
Rx"
Next time when i see dandelion i will blow a wish for you for you
這些天來
我很想念海德公園
和親愛的rory
" Sigh.
It sounds like we are both stuck in a blue meanie at the moment. I will cross my fingers and blow dandelion clocks and make wishes that things will get better on your side of the ocean if you will do the same for me.
What I need is some sunshine and a long walk through Hyde Park with Bambi's hand in mine.
Close your eyes and hold tight for better times.
Rx"
Next time when i see dandelion i will blow a wish for you for you
星期一, 3月 07, 2005
星期日, 3月 06, 2005
don't ask me to explain my obession
'they were carried on in a language that does not exist, a language so simple, so direct, so transparent, that words were useless. it was not a silent language either, as is often used in communication with the "higher beings." it was a language of clamor and tumult - the heart's clamor, the heart's tumult' miller - plexus p.
inbetween the space of the universe there is only me and the wall
deartherearemanytimesiwanttoreachyoureachyoulike
thereisonlyaspacefor
theanttocrawl
between
usbutiputatoughwallbetweenusthereyouleavemeallalonein
thedarknessistarted
tovanishintothe
vacant
dustivanishtoflattermyselfmorebutifailithoughtiwillsucceedbutifail
iyearntoreach
youandirealizei
crave
foreverythingofyouthatnoonewilleverrequestofyouihate
myselfihatemyselfsinking
deepintothe
blues
iftomorrowitstheendoftheworldionlywanttoliveindreamsbut
idonotevendare
todreamijustmake
myself
afoolijustfoolmyselfallthetimeiwishyouhavetheearstohear
iwishyouhavemyheart
toperceivemei
wish
youknowmeknowingmyfragilityandmycommittedsoul
butthereyougoyou
shutyourdoorwedrag
we
falllikethebutterflieslightlyknockmeoveryoubringmedownyoulet
medownyoushineyousmile
everytime
iseeyouitslikeabrandnewstartofourdaysbutiknowyoudonot
needmeanymoreourwavesdonotgo
togetherdonotformthesamecircledonotformashapewhich
uniteeachotheriknowiwillforever
return
toyoubuticannotwaitanylongermyemptinessisgonnaburnmeover
itsgonnasealmeupmyloveto
you
iswaytooheavyicannolongerbreatheinicannolonger
liedownjusttohaveanicesleepiwishtoclose
my
eyesjusttoleavemydirtyworldletmeslideletmeslipawayletme
burnmyselfinsheermadnessyou
are
thewallthatshutmeinyouarethewalltheleadme
nowhereyouarethewallthattakesmeinto
confusion
ifidietonightwillyouholdmyhandwillyoutellmeyoustill
careirememberthedayyourworriedface
youtoldmehowmuchyoucareyoutoldmeyouwillwaitfor
meyoutoldmewearemadeforeach
otheri
misstheolddayiknowthereisnotimelikeyesterday
imdancingonmyowninthelittleflameof
desire
canulightmeupgivemealittlepushandtellmedear
itllbealrightpleaselietomeitwillbealright
thereisonlyaspacefor
theanttocrawl
between
usbutiputatoughwallbetweenusthereyouleavemeallalonein
thedarknessistarted
tovanishintothe
vacant
dustivanishtoflattermyselfmorebutifailithoughtiwillsucceedbutifail
iyearntoreach
youandirealizei
crave
foreverythingofyouthatnoonewilleverrequestofyouihate
myselfihatemyselfsinking
deepintothe
blues
iftomorrowitstheendoftheworldionlywanttoliveindreamsbut
idonotevendare
todreamijustmake
myself
afoolijustfoolmyselfallthetimeiwishyouhavetheearstohear
iwishyouhavemyheart
toperceivemei
wish
youknowmeknowingmyfragilityandmycommittedsoul
butthereyougoyou
shutyourdoorwedrag
we
falllikethebutterflieslightlyknockmeoveryoubringmedownyoulet
medownyoushineyousmile
everytime
iseeyouitslikeabrandnewstartofourdaysbutiknowyoudonot
needmeanymoreourwavesdonotgo
togetherdonotformthesamecircledonotformashapewhich
uniteeachotheriknowiwillforever
return
toyoubuticannotwaitanylongermyemptinessisgonnaburnmeover
itsgonnasealmeupmyloveto
you
iswaytooheavyicannolongerbreatheinicannolonger
liedownjusttohaveanicesleepiwishtoclose
my
eyesjusttoleavemydirtyworldletmeslideletmeslipawayletme
burnmyselfinsheermadnessyou
are
thewallthatshutmeinyouarethewalltheleadme
nowhereyouarethewallthattakesmeinto
confusion
ifidietonightwillyouholdmyhandwillyoutellmeyoustill
careirememberthedayyourworriedface
youtoldmehowmuchyoucareyoutoldmeyouwillwaitfor
meyoutoldmewearemadeforeach
otheri
misstheolddayiknowthereisnotimelikeyesterday
imdancingonmyowninthelittleflameof
desire
canulightmeupgivemealittlepushandtellmedear
itllbealrightpleaselietomeitwillbealright
星期五, 3月 04, 2005
letter never sent
the french sea
will u forget me day after day
as if i am the starfish sinking deep down to the bottom
will u forget me day after day
as if i am the starfish sinking deep down to the bottom
星期四, 3月 03, 2005
星期日, 2月 20, 2005
星期一, 2月 07, 2005
星期二, 2月 01, 2005
星期一, 1月 24, 2005
星期日, 1月 23, 2005
星期五, 1月 21, 2005
留白而生的那些歡愉意外
那個潮濕的午後,我們在給蚊子咬
在清算記憶
抖出那些夏日的照相簿
時光搖擺
身邊華麗的點滴
在遮掩我眼睛和耳朵
那些留白餘韻
飽滿如濃霧
我徘徊當中
原來那些欲望
在餘波中
暗暗追逐
曖昧,含蓄,委婉,朦朧
我們浸淫在文字遊樂場
拼貼那樣的心情
其實一切
不過 無以形狀
Music: josephine baker
Book: 李佩玲〈觀美如霧>
Mood: 不完整的狀態
在清算記憶
抖出那些夏日的照相簿
時光搖擺
身邊華麗的點滴
在遮掩我眼睛和耳朵
那些留白餘韻
飽滿如濃霧
我徘徊當中
原來那些欲望
在餘波中
暗暗追逐
曖昧,含蓄,委婉,朦朧
我們浸淫在文字遊樂場
拼貼那樣的心情
其實一切
不過 無以形狀
Music: josephine baker
Book: 李佩玲〈觀美如霧>
Mood: 不完整的狀態
星期二, 1月 18, 2005
i am sorry
bookshelf
i am sorry for my being rude
i can only pretend indifferent
to pull myself away from the situation
c told me about the unbreakable truth of now
what is eternity
what is true or wrong
it makes no sense if we disregard the current state
v let me read his email
till now i m still very proud of my toughness
i am sorry for my being rude
i can only pretend indifferent
to pull myself away from the situation
c told me about the unbreakable truth of now
what is eternity
what is true or wrong
it makes no sense if we disregard the current state
v let me read his email
till now i m still very proud of my toughness
星期一, 1月 17, 2005
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